Well i havent been posting regualy again. I remember when i used to, i keep getting more depressed remembering the past. Just a few weeks ago everything was so different. Its so scary, the world seems to move faster than i can. Im so slow at the moment and the enviroment around me isnt helping. Things at home suck big time, the best way to put it is this:

if a random stranger walked into my house the atmosphere would give them a heart attack

it realy is that bad.

On the other had i have a psych meating on april 11 to help fix me up, a job interview soon and i have my old job back, i just hope i dont totaly overwhelm myself again, im good at that.

TC.
J.