well its been so long since i posted. My house moove went OK. It realy burned me out and i droped a refrigerator on my toes which hurt alot. The new house is nice and there are ocean view (at a very big distance) from upstairs, we live on top of a hill. The thing is i just dont care. I dont care about much at all at the moment, which is kid of dishartening.

I also got the results of my cat scan back. I had one done in hospital and i only just got the results back. They returned as normal, there for im not brain damaged. My psych basicaly told me that im realy lucky because given my past i should be.

• i was borne six weeks early. my birth was induced because the placenta was not nourishing me
• as a baby i suffocated myself
• i was bashed about alot
• drink and drugs
• other misc stuff

So im lucky in that respect or did i just cheet punishment. I have been refered to a different service. Some people called YouthLink are going to try their hand at fixing me because the people i was working with wernt getting very far, so its like another approach their trying. I hope it goes well.

take care yall.
shinobi